Lost

What was the most beautiful thing that you lost ?
Do you still remember it when you are alone ?
Do you want to forget about it for the very thought of separation from it gives you pain .... or do you want to keep it alive in your heart for it was the most beautiful thing that happened to you.

Whats the right way ? To live in joy of a beautiful memory or to die in remorse of it being just a memory and not reality.

The scenes from past keep repeating themselves in my head like restless souls of people killed before their time was due. I sometimes get lost in these memories and an unintentional smile appears on my face, prompting my friends to ask me what its about. I have nothing to say. I have decided to keep its memory alive with me.

"... our scars have the power to remind us that the past was real" -- Dr Hannibal Lecter to Will Graham in The Red Dragon